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In movies and books people tend to be always so very gifted in everything they try. A charachter can learn anything in a few days, happen to be good in languages and is a natural born dancer, fighter, driver etc.
A lot of people think that when they try something new they will be professionals in a second. In reality learning is a long and hard process and you need to give yourself time and respect.
It is okay to be slow. It is okay to make mistakes. It is okay to have better and worse days. The key is to be patient, that way you really can master something you want to.