I’m a follower not a leader. Everyone else hates me so I joined in.
I don’t know man I just do
Because I wasted far too much time on people and things that held me back and hurt me.
And when it was already pretty obvious if not blatantly so, that those people and things were time wasters.
No discipline, no self control, saying im going to do stuff and then not do them. Everything takes tremendous effort.
I hate myself for my body because I am a few pounds overweight and I hate it for my curves and womanness, I hate my mind for my personality disorders, dyslexia, dysphoria and other mental health issues. I hate myself for my mind because of it hating my body and gender and I hate my mind for hating itself