Bad body, bad mind.
Because I’ve lost motivation to do anything
I dont.
Having a set of teeth worthy of a tweeker…..I was born with weak enamel with both my baby and adult teeth, itll be 8 years nov 10 that I stopped smoking crack after a year long battle with it, that one year did astronomical damage to my teeth that brushing and mouthwash couldn’t fix, having no dental insurance or no affordable dentist in my area for close to 5 years they slowly fell apart and today I have but 4 teeth left that appear 75% intact at the worst, the rest are black and showing no crowns or completely gone other than the roots, I’ve dealt with abscess and dry socket quite a few times over the years, but thankfully havent had to deal with that for nearly 2 years now. Patiently waiting for the pandemic to be a thing of the past because my job will be back to full time hours (closing at 8 rather than 11pm due to no business or traffic for the most part) and hopefully by then the dental insurance my mother told me about, forget the name but she pays 375 a month and is covered with a 3k deductible, If I get her same plan I can get extracts for 200 copay or 25 dollars a tooth copay, theres alot of stipulations that makes it vary
lets take a look at the list shall we…
- i have done nothing useful with my life thus far and doubt i will in the near future.
- i have not done anything to change issues in my life or to improve my circumstances despite knowing i really should
- and finally i feel like everything i do makes just about anyone i meet hate my guts.
a short but efficient list. i could probably add more to this but this is just all the stuff that comes to mind immediately.