I’m at most Bi-curious. Meaning I can get turned on by other dudes and admit to thinking their hot. But I’ll never romantically pursue them
When I was in grade school I had different positive feelings for a male classmates that I didn’t feel with other male classmates. I questioned if this feeling meant I was gay. years later I learned what the feeling was. I learned that feeling was called respect. Even more years later I started to feel attraction towards girls noticed the the two feelings were different than each other.
Never really had an inclination to bang a dude.
When Alison, who was into me, tried to insert herself in an intimate moment between my boyfriend at the time and I. I kissed her and actually felt queasy. I’ve kissed other girls since but mostly when totally drunk, and I never had the urge to let it go further. I have no desire to touch a pootenangie or even boopz.
When I thought about the people I was attracted to and was interested in having romantic and sexual relationships with, and found that they were uniformly of the opposite gender to my own.
In other words, I want to fuck girls, and the idea of fucking boys isn’t interesting to me.