Whether you like her or not, she was straight up raping you and this probably wasn’t the first time she did it. Do you know if she was is on the pill/was using condoms? She could be pregnant. She’s reacting the way she is because she knows she just got caught doing some very, very. Like you she could go to prison for this shit bad.
It does not matter if you love her or you think she is your soulmate. She is a rapist. Imagine if your sister came to you and told you this story? I’d bet you’d tell her to run. This girl is a rapist and she knows it. She ran out of the house and blocked your calls. Make sure she gets a pregnancy test, you get STD tested and despite how much you care for her press charges. The excuse “I’m just going through a rough time in life” does not matter. Everyone goes through hard times at some point, they don’t turn to rape. This is classic rapist behavior.
She is NOT trustworthy. Get ahead of this before she does. Press charges and don’t be shocked if once you do she turns the tables and either denies anything happened or accuses you. Accusing the victim is ALSO classic abuser behavior. She is toxic and dangerous and shows many basic signs of a predator.
She raped you. It is up to you who you want to tell but consider talking to your parents if they are supportive.
https://www.rainn.org/about-national-sexual-assault-telephone-hotline